Photoshop Fun

Was playing with Photoshop with a few new things that I learned. Makeovers. It sure is more fun than playing around with new designs. It also tells how much things on the Internet are not what they are.

First, lip colour/lipstick/ lipgloss.

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It may not necessary look better but I'm just showing that it can be done.

Next, make up. Can get a lot better. Eyeshadows and so on. But I decided to make 1 person look gay.

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Need to imagine how you would look with a potential Halloween make up? Try Photoshop your face first!

Last, altering face and enhancing looks.

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First one may look slightly fake though. I really liked the result of the second set. So you can see here, enhancements differ from facial shape, eye size, facial defects, bust enlargements, eye enlargements.

Don't you just love Photoshop? It works wonders!!

I need to add doing eye-liner to my skills. Enhancing eye colour can be fun too but none of them I've showed in my samples. Don't have a good eye picture. Till then, hope you guys like the "enhancements".

Fresh Air

I ended the month of October with a really nice outing with CG members and a good friend. Although it was a rainy/gloomy day, we still did enjoy ourselves.

The only thing that lacked in the outing was the company of Mr. Sun. We just needed a little of him yet he refuses to come out until 4PM. So in a way, it's good that the sun isn't around and bad because it's really hard to get a good picture.

Now, I really haven't been able to find a job. It seems that I should go study? Well, I still have a little bit of time. Shall continue to hunt for a job. There's no intakes anyway.

A Triggered Memory

29/10...

No More McDonald's In The Near Future!

I shall officially stop eating McDonald's. I've had it once a week for the past seven weeks. Just because I wanted to collect their contour glasses.

Now that I have collected them all, I better watch my diet all over again. Seven agonizing weeks of collecting one by one. Here are the pictures.

Now shall continue concentrate on collecting my never ending Hot Wheels production cars collection (not those stupid looking cars they have).

Note to Self: Make The Best of What You Have Now

Lately, I've been on and off about getting a new phone, a new laptop, a new camera etc. Then again, I don't really need them.

My phone is still working, probably needs a battery replacement that's all. My laptop, well its kind of "Hot" as in it heats up like a microwave and I need a battery replacement for it as well. Camera? Let's just say, it's a tool to take pictures and don't mean better cameras will make my pictures better.

Well it's still no harm to want something right? Just that it doesn't mean you have to get it. I want a new phone. Not sure what but am considering a few models. Nokia E72, Blackberry Storm, Curve 8520, Curve 8900, iPhone 3GS. Wonder why iPhone is last? Because too many of you own it! Gets boring you see.

Laptop? Any decent laptop will be better than mine now I guess. But, I will want a Macbook at best. Don't mean I must get an iPhone though. I'd rather get an iPod Touch.

Camera? This is where everything starts to get out of hand. Expensive stuff. Sorry people, I love Nikon but I have to use Canon. Why? Simple as, I'm impatient when it comes to focusing. Nikon is really "SLOW" not sure though with "High-end" lenses. Tried D90 and it pissed me off! Even my standard 1000D focuses faster! Not to mention if I want a 7D or at least a 50D with USM lenses. Talk about speed!

Pardon me Nikon users, too used to photojournalism shooting. Speed is (nearly) everything. I have great respect for D700 and D3 though. Not too fancy about Canon's 1D Mk3/1Ds Mk3. Definitely not a fan of the D3X. D3 is still the best! However, let's see the replacement D3S will do better.

Alright, I should stop. All of these won't be anywhere near me in the near future anyway. I love what I have. I'm happy enough.

Whatever Happens, He Understands

You know, every time we think, "Nobody will ever understand me! You have never been through losing a loved one!" we should always remember that there IS one person who understands.

So whenever we feel that nobody understands us, remember God does. He gave His Son to us. He watched His Son sacrifice for us humans so that we could all go back to Heaven and be with Him again. No greater love has been shown. The ultimate Salvation.

Christians out there, this is also an encouragement to you alright? Pray to Him. Hand your sorrows to Him and He will take you on the wings of the eagles.

I just felt that many people around me is suddenly getting very emotional and there isn't much I could do but to continue encouraging them. Hope you guys feel better soon!

Rainbow After The Rain

It's quite amazing how much things would turn out in the end. When you thought what could be worse, sit and think, there actually is. And that would really help make me feel better. Sorry everyone to have all of you worrying for the bloody emotional me. And yes, this post is to tell all of you that I am feeling much better now.

Basically, I have got the answers I needed. I have cried all I want. I had my music, food and friends therapy. Definitely works. Well, the fact is that what happened to me was the best of all that could have happened to me. I thank God for that.

I would have been saving up enough money and buy me a bus ticket all the way back to KL just to see her again. Now I'm glad that it didn't turn out that way. This would just make things real hard for any of us. I would have to face the truth with my own eyes, and would definitely have been devastated and may hate her.

God wanted me to see it first and so that now, I don't have any reason to hate her at all. The more I should be glad about it. God didn't want me to have hate in anyone. I guess that's why I had to know it before I even want to go KL.

So, yes, everything is settled now. I don't hate you. I still love you, just that the love I have for you now is how I love a friend. People, all the more none of you are to judge her. Who are we to judge? We both have our reasons and we know it.

I am feeling a lot better. I waited for the rainbow after the rain. Now, seeing the rainbow, my heart will start to let go.

All the best to you and thank you for being part of my life. God bless you.

I Guess I Was A Fool

I wonder how many agrees but in recent surveys done, over 60% of guys look for a potential wife in a girlfriend. And I can't help but to agree. At least for me, it is that way. And just when I thought I may have found one, everything had to go into the drain. Long distance relationship don't work for any of us? I don't know. I tried to keep it but I guess it was that way for her.

And now, after more than 3 months, only have I found out that I was a stupid fool. Why am I still so emotional about it? Why am I still hoping one day we could get together again? Why did I keep trying to plan a trip back to KL just to see her again? Why did everything had to come down to the truth that only can be found out in FB?

I tried to let go. I tried not to interfere with your life. I guess it is what you want me to do. Maybe you don't even read what I write anymore. I have no idea how you moved on but I just couldn't. Everything we been through always comes back to me. I even still dream of you yet it's all a dream.

Guess I'm just another idiot. Honestly, I never wanted it to end but because I loved you so much that I couldn't bare to see you suffer. I had to agree with what you wanted. I thought you were suppose to try living without me. And yes, maybe you have succeeded in doing so. And the fool in me isn't doing quite well.

I held on the every single hope to have you come back. I held every single hope to go back to KL and give you a hug. But I guess, it's no use anymore. Someone else has taken that place in such a short time. I guess I'm pretty worthless now. I can't even bare to see the things you give me get dirty or even touch the ground.

How long am I still going to have to be in this state? You've said nothing to me. I tried talking to you. I didn't want to check but I still did. Guess I'm a stupid idiot who had no idea he's been single for more than 3 months already.

Why do I keep crying whenever I think of you? Even as of now, typing this, I can't hold back my tears. I've tried so hard but now it's no longer a point. You should have just told me. And I guess what the heck? I'm no longer your priority.

What can I do? I'm just a fool 400KM away from you. Holding on to hopes that are bound to be dashed.

I loved you. I still do. No idea if it will ever go away any soon. Seems like you've moved on, I'm glad for you. As being glad, is all I can do.