Tee Minus 4 Days (T - 4 Days)

In four days, I'm going to hit Blackjack age. Feels like it was just recently that I last celebrated my last birthday. And that is not helping. There goes all the mood changes. No, I'm not pregnant, nor do I have PTSD, or whatever you are thinking right now.

I feel like I should just lock myself in the room and enjoy great jazz music the whole day. Probably chatting with God knows who that is free on that day. I just can't understand what's with the non-anticipative mood I have here. Maybe I do have the answer, but I'm just in denial.

I guess I shouldn't say anything in public. If any of you feel like asking, just drop me a message on MSN or e-mail me. I hope I could get out if this slump now. Who in the world gets emo over their coming birthday?! Oh right, ME. *Eason Cheah is a weirdo!* *slaps forehead*.

Enough. Something else to share about. I just completed classes of my first module and boy it was a nice one. I can't believe I'm about to say that I enjoyed my American History class. HISTORY! Can you believe it? Well, it's largely due to the lecturer. He's like a grandpa telling stories of his life, with much fun and love in it.

Dr. Llyod Musselman. I will miss you as a history lecturer. Nobody teaches history like you do. Well at least that is what it is for me so far. The guys in the course are all individually special. Hung out with some of them and it wasn't bad at all. Now I feel our class duration is just too short for us to bond. M-35, make more effort to bond please!

So exam and assignment deadline are on 10th April. I hope I could do well enough. I'm so not cut out for academic purposes. Books are literally my sleeping pills. I hope I could get through the chapters.

Maybe some of you could suggest what I should do for my first day of Blackjack age?